Thursday, October 13, 2011

Will I ever..

Lay down on your bed
Counting stars above
Listening to the warm music
When you come and lay beside me
I listen to your ever beating heart
Crawling into your arms
Feeling your warmth on me
The safest place to hide
Kissing your lips gently
Wanting to fall asleep with you

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Questions!

I have no idea of what more a person can ask for in his life. Lets just say I have everything I need in my life right now, well not everything. Sometimes I just feel like its not enough for me.

Half way through sleep I wake up, and cant help thinking about things happening in life. Is it normal how this is going ? Is it normal that I feel like this ? Whats not normal is poking into stuff that I shouldn't but I cant help it, and its not even close to like me, because I dont do things like that and recently i've been becoming something im not!

It scares me a lot too to see that im becoming the "Ultimate Monster" as they say, i've started getting weird feelings, criminal intentions, killer intentions. Is it normal for such things during a hardship for a man? How long can it be withheld from until something happens ?

In the land of killers, a sinners mind is a sanctum ~ Eminem 

Questions unanswered! So many of them, why do I seek answers for things that I wouldn't want to know about even? I for one feel like living in a lie is better than knowing a truth. After all truth is a Hardcore Gambler. It'll take away everything worth you have.

People walk in and out of life, tears roll down and dry, But what makes a person a man? 

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Scribbling

If your wondering if those poem's are mine, yes its 100% my own creation :)

My motivation and Ideas flowed into those poems are by several important people in my life.

Poems are part of me, what ever I see and hear if its worth saving comes out on my book as a poem. Over the years ive written down several poems and these i find somewhat amusing to myself too :) so ive taken some time to put it up here.



You


Dark it was before you came
Nothing went right
I was thrashed and lost
Hatred was beside me
No one cared about me
Yet you saw me through
You were the angel
Angel of joy and beauty
Loving and caring you were
You made me a man
Everything I gained I gained from you
I had hope
Finding a better future
For you and for me

Thrashed and Lost


I lie down and wait
As day by day my spirit fades
Don’t remember what I’m here for
The light of life has faded away
Days seem shorter and nights seem longer
None, even I know what’s going on
Through my mind
Living in a world of hatred
Got to ask where I am now
Confused and lost
Dark past haunts me
Violent moon above scares me
All I have is a memory of blood rain

Kiss

Tiny light, and stars glittering above
secure laying down beside you
hearing you heart beat rhythmically
unable to resist your sparkly lips
I move forward
upon moving close to you
I clinch onto you and
feel heavy breathing onto me
slowly I kiss onto your lips
am I doing this right?
and the world goes blank
I can feel you go for it
breathless I become
felt like two souls embraced within

My Story


Cold was my heart
Cruel intentions running across my mind
Carefree of my dreams
Desiring what’s far beyond my reach
Sustained in a dimension of demons
Without having anyone to lean onto
Suffering the consequences of fate
Deceiving deviant minds
Hiding the pain with a smile
Prolonged to endure asperity
Yet longing to be taken away

Holy Daughter


Bring your daughter to the slaughter
Where evil spirits awaken
Lust filled within all
Curses bestowed upon all
Rituals of the demons
Hell breaks lose
Leaving no trace
Blood thirst axes
Take her life
Shall yours then be taken too
Won’t have time to be sorry
Once spilled the holy daughters blood
Shall the land be burned too